throwbacks...and it went a lil something like this
HIM: hey
HIM: sup with stat messages?
HIM: and sometimes i wanna ask
HIM: but i dont
HIM: scared
HIM: so one of these days ima jus hit u up
HIM: waiting
HIM: good lunch?
HIM: how do you feel about me?
HIM: me too.
HIM: ...
HIM: if not, then the dopest
HIM: because you are.
HIM: like
HIM: you look at life at a cool perspective
HIM: much different from alotta chicks
HIM: and you had a cool persona
ME: hey
HIM: hows it going toshME: fine
HIM: yeah me tooHIM: sup with stat messages?
ME: ?
HIM: lol i read them sometimesHIM: and sometimes i wanna ask
HIM: but i dont
HIM: scared
ME: then I have no idea which ones ur talking about
HIM: ok okHIM: so one of these days ima jus hit u up
HIM: but how you been seriously?
HIM: like what you been up toME: fine bout to eat tho brb
HIM: ok i will be hereHIM: waiting
ME: back
HIM: :-)HIM: good lunch?
ME: dinner
HIM: dinnerME: yup
HIM: well thats cool i guess, ME: it is 830
HIM: well i guess i speak to you some other time. ME: ok
HIM: yeah i noHIM: how do you feel about me?
ME: i don't kno
ME: its wierd. I feel wierd
ME: i don't know why
HIM: yeahHIM: me too.
ME: i guess cuz I liked u but u cud never bring urself to trust me
HIM: yeah ME: why do you still talk to me. how do you feel about me?
HIM: aww man, are you really gonna askHIM: ...
ME: yea
HIM: i still think you're one of the dopest chicks i ever metHIM: if not, then the dopest
ME: why?
HIM: what? i always thought that ME: but why?
HIM: wtf?HIM: because you are.
HIM: like
HIM: you look at life at a cool perspective
HIM: much different from alotta chicks
HIM: and you had a cool persona
ME: lol ok
it was weird. as it always is.
but he still hits me up every now and again.
i appreciate it because i get lonely sometimes.
need my worth to be reiterated sometimes.
and he does that...........................................................................genuinely.
i hope.
but he still hits me up every now and again.
i appreciate it because i get lonely sometimes.
need my worth to be reiterated sometimes.
and he does that...........................................................................genuinely.
i hope.
in a place of solitude right now.
in a place of contemplation right now.
reflection.
and it feels good.
to know.
someone/he
cares.
and it feels good.
to know.
someone/he
cares.
1 comment:
This was beautifully honest. and you my sister, are awesome. don't let these knuckleheads get you down. there's is much to be learned about yourself in the silence of other's inability to let themselves be vulnerable. believe you me. keep doing ya thing.
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