"I've been falling in love with you since the first day we met..."

I slept with sunshine in my bed last night. He was warm, he was cuddly, and he watched me peacefully as I slumbered with him in my dreams. He wrapped his rays around my waist, and his aura shined through the darkness...

I believe in gender roles to a certain extent. In the idea that in a relationship women should act as women and men should act as men. I know that sounds a little 1920ish but in no way do I mean there needs to be an inferior/superior complex. Those words are negative. I believe in a submissive/dominant complex. In finding the two-spirit in all of us and knowing when as a woman we should be dominant or submissive and when as a man we should be dominant or submissive.

I want a MAN in my life. That's hard for me to explain. I mean a MAN in the sense that he is strong and caring. Someone who has a Plan A and strives for it undoubtedly and if he does not reach that Plan A he has his Plan B. I want a MAN in that he thinks about his woman and knows her moods. When she isn't herself but is putting on a front, when she just needs to be rubbed, when she's sending out the signal for sex...I want to feel secure underneath my MAN's arm close to his heart and encased by his rib.

There's a man in my life now. I'm enjoying getting to know him and discovering things about him. I know that there is so much I can give to him, so many ways in which I can support him but after a convo with the bestie I'm wondering if there is a life he can integrate me into. What does he enjoy doing? Who are his friends? What can he teach me? A friendship should be reciprocative. So should a relationship. The beauty about life is that there is so much time to explore these things.

He's new and he's exciting. I'm new and I'm exciting. This should be fun...

Nighttime before 3 am? Holla!