Purple Ipods and a room of Valentines....


ehhh valentine's day. coming to new paltz i've met "conscious" black men who tell me over and over again what the REAL meaning behind valentine's day. it enlightened me but it doesn't affect me because i don't celebrate valentine's day anyway lol im in a room with the music jonesing....a pair of valentine's (myself included hehehe) and friends....its nice to be surrounded by a variety of people that i bond with. they cool.....

kinda anxious about this program tomorrow. alot of the paperwork has been stressful and i can not wait until i get new sorors geesh.... it should be a good program though...hopefully...i dont wanna go to the party after but the peoples are tryna to persuade me. we'll see how it goes, im not really down with the rink tink tink if ya know what i mean...

soooo......im feeling more of my two spirit everyday. wanting to find me a nice young lady to settle down with. i always believed that bisexual people used that term as an excuse because they're afraid to accept that they're gay or straight lol....yea that was me.....i know one day i'll choose a road and travel it. im feeling it coming.

how could you not know? i say men ain't shit everyday all day~ lol

pause the ipod and cut the tv on....its thursday after 9.

p.s. happy birthday shaina. i hope the present you're giving yourself reaps you a bountiful harvest