It's been a long time...I shouldn'ta left you, left you...


SO! Whew, shootouts between aliens and bloods man lol im guessing a lot has happened since vally tines day, I mean it is a new month and all...but honestly I can't or don't remember. A convo with the bestie brought that point of my memory up. So much happens that when people ask "how are you" I just say fine. It isn't until you ask the right questions that you get the full gang related answer lol

So let me pause for awhile as I ask myself some questions...

I'm stressed, but when am I not? I need an assistant but when do I don't? Sure I've been getting high waaay to much but it's college....hmmm im really not asking myself the right questions lol

I guess my life has come to point where its slowing down. I knew this would be a consequence....all of my youunger years I've been living life fast, hard, and enjoyable. I've done everything I wanted to do and lived life with no regrets. When those regrest did come I just reminded myself that I live life with no regrets...

I got things to focus on now. God might be telling me to be easy, lay low and take care of what I gotta take care of because I surely have been procrastinating and I surely do have things that need to get done (hence why I need an assistant) ::sigh::

On to better things, OH! I finally asked myself the right question! Tomorrow! Reunion of the Mochas! And the Spec mommy! And maybe even the Spec daddy! And KOoLaidkidZ will be reunited! Oh yes! Tommorow Kappa Alpha Psi Fraternity, Inc and Omega Phi Chi Sorority, Inc are having their Pikkture Purrfect P2 party. (Okay so the first one ppl fought and security had a shootout but still) everyone's coming! I'm so excited. I haven't chilled with my besties in a minuto and yea...I miss them heffars. It'll be a weekend to forget lol. And Spec mommy Stephanie is coming! I haven't seen her since Step Correct, haven't really chilled since that weekend in East Bubblefuck that I'd like to forget but can only remember 1/4th of the night. Don't ask, don't ask... :)
And Spec daddy Wole? Oh gosh I can't even remember the last time I saw him, or we chilled, damn deadbeat daddies smh

I really miss my snumba, my boobie, my nelly welly, my Darnnel!!! He brought up the idea of snumba withdrawal and I am really going through it! I mean our relationship hasn't changed, I still cut his young light skinnededed ass through aim but there's nothing like cutting ass on someone and seeing their face to vividly record the memories....sigh...snumba my snumba he so sweet!

As for my New Paltz people. Yall know I only have two friends....like anywhere lol I still love my roomie to death, my sasha and oh yeah freddy's there too. Waiting for Spring Break to come. I'm really getting tired of New Paltz, and classes, and not going anywhere...off to Virgina? Maybe. Atlanta (where I really wanna go)? Maybe. All depends. The bestie brought up Flow-Rida. I haven't seen my brother since we were both in High School and Florida has beaches, sun, and maybe some pretty people to have one night stands with so Flow-Rida's not looking bad either.

Sitting here getting my hair done, getting a pedi and the eyebrows done tomorrow, pack of Blacks coming soon ahhhhh such is the life...

Ohvwa my friends! (So what I can't spell, neither can you! Ha!)