It's very difficult living in this world wearing my heart on my sleeve. Whenever the wind blows and tickles my arm just right my heart becomes vulnerable. I fall into a less strong state and I don't know how to deal with the emotions that come from being tickled just right.

And I cannot deny it. It's soon but I like him. I like him. I like him, I do. I don't believe it's too soon. It never is with the way I live my life. So passionate, so strong, so forward. I can handle strong. I've been searching the sidewalks for someone who can handle my strong too...have I found him?

I feel very peaceful this New Year coming in. Very happy. Today is the last day of 2008. The last day 2008 wil ever be a year and it has been quite an eventful and struggling year. Yet even with all that I have been through, today, this last day, I feel so good. So excited for what the New Year can bring and for what I want it to bring...and yes....I want it to bring him a little closer to me.

I'm happy. So far he seems right. Seem being the operative word. I've been single for 1 year and 3 months. I've gotten okay with being single. I got over the yearning, needing, desiring for a boyfriend and I'm at peace. What better time for Mother Nature to fill her lungs and blow a little something, something in my direction?

Happy New Year everyone. I find myself smiling just because I'm happy more and more these days. I wish the same for you...

*'09 will be the business!!*